Thursday, February 4, 2010
Where did the sunshine go?
The last two weeks at work have been a huge drain on me. It seems that one thing after another keeps piling up on me. I have had to contact more parents and have more parent/teacher conferences in the last two weeks than I have in the last two months. It seems that just as soon as one problem is solved, another rises up. It is starting to become very wearing upon me. I am at the point now that I am thinking, "Is it me? Am I a bad teacher?" It doesn't seem that anyone else is having this much difficulty. I am trying to not get too emotional about it because I'm thinking maybe my pregnancy hormones are just taking over rational thinking. However, there were several times today when I wished I could just lock myself in a closet and have a good cry. On top of that, my pile of grading has now become as deep as the Grand Canyon. I don't know how I will ever catch up! I stayed until 5:30 on Tuesday and 5:45 today. In reality, I could have stayed until midnight and I'm still not sure I would have caught up. So, all in all, I am very ready for this week to be over and am hoping for a much brighter February.
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4 comments:
I know you're super busy...I remember those days. Would you like me to help with grading? I could come over this weekend and help...or whatever you need!
Oh, Hattie! I so feel you! I have cried at school TWICE this week...which is not normal for me. The sun just really needs to come out...:) Hang in there!
I'm sorry Hattie. I know exactly how you feel. Just a little longer and then you'll have that beautiful baby in your arms! ((Hugs))
Oh sweet sister!!! You do have a lot on your plate and the fact that your body is working overtime to create a precious baby only makes everything a little more...challenging is a good word. But just remember this - You were born to be a teacher. You've known it since you were little. You are great. I believe it's only satin trying to still your joy. Go ahead. Get a good cry out. It will feel better. Then, realize that God's with you and you will make it through - finding joy once again. LOVE YOU!!!
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